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Gender Male
Industry Government
Occupation i am on the outside, observing what is on the inside.
Location Lost Angeles, CA, United States
Introduction "I don't consider myself an 'Insider'. In fact, I'd never want to be an insider. The inside is even more Phony than the outside, by the fact that you think you know more, are better, and are one-up on everyone else. In reality you're just another posuer fucken Phony too with more responsibility. ME:Tea drinker. foto shooter. obsessively routine. Cinephile. Sitar player and microKORG experimenter. I have a strong distaste for anything mainstream. We are all aimless inhabitants, who have abandoned our mission, waiting for our demise. There is no truth in left in this world, now policed and manipulated by the media. We coexist in a nation of TV Zombies." more of me at: www.apollostaar.com
Interests Everything and Nothing., Obscure European Cinema, Fallen ex-teen idols, Crowley, How Psychedelics actually work, No Wave Cinema, Post Punk poetry, Visible brush strokes, tooling on Vintage Scooters, DIY Zines, 'real' art as opposed to all the stupid trendy 'graphic based' character/cartoon inspired comic crap that everyone young is doing, Collecting vinyl, Used book shoppes, Wandering desolate downtown streets at dusk, sitting alone and observing, alienation has plagued me my whole life, no one will ever understand my gears, Conspiracy Theorism, Backward Masking in music, Anita Berber, Weimar Berlin, 1920s Paris, exercising Civil Rights, Eastern philosophy, Destroying conservative thought, questioning authority, challenging established mores, and defacing Gov't property.
Favorite Movies Mildred Pierce, 60s Foreign cinema(some French and Italian New Wave, Antonioni, Goddard, Truffaut, etc.), Fellini, anything with Marcello Mastroianni, Cassevettes, and 60s & 70s Polanski, Jodorowsky, German Expressionism, Fritz Lang, no budget underground film, some B-Movies from the 70s, The Cinema Of Transgression, (Nick Zedd, Richard Kern, Lung Leg, Lydia Lunch, Cassandra Stark, etc.), Kenneth Anger, films about teen rebel rousers, American International Pictures from the 1960s, some 60s Horror Gore-fest Splattercore films like:, Mario Bava, Jess Franco, Dario Argento, I vomit on the Hollywood film making machine that has lost its integrity and sold itself out, I feed my excrement to Adam Sandler Keanu Reeves Sandra Bullock and any other pathetic so-called 'celebrity' that accepts $$ for making absolute Shit on screen. They can wallow in their own feces., SOME FAVES:, Rififi, The Third Man, The Testament of Dr. Mabuse, The Man with the Golden Arm, Mondo Cane, The Wild One, Hells Angels '69, Vampyros Lesbos, 5 Dolls for an August Moon, Qui Etes-Vous Polly Magoo, The Loveless, The Lords of Flatbush High, Gimme Shelter, Lucifer Rising, Taxi Driver, Rumble Fish, Bullet, Dirty Harry, My Bodyguard(1980), Saturday Night Fever, Drugstore Cowboy, Mystery Train, Tommy, Quadrophenia, If, Clockwork Orange, O'Lucky Man, Mean Time, Scum(1979), Made In Britain (1982), McVicar, The Holy Mountain, Fando y Lis, El Topo, SOME DIRECTORS OF NOTEABLE INTEREST:, Russ Meyers, Jann Svankmeyer, Wym Wenders, Abel Ferrara, Jim Jarmusch, some Paul Morrissey, Bunuel+Dali, Stephen Sayadian, (Cafe Flesh and Dr. Caligari), and a few selections by Krystov Kieslowski.
Favorite Music I'm NOT a fan or a groupie of ANY band, in fact I usually HATE going to see bands and feeling like I'm just there to worship on them and stroke their insecure pathetic egos like the bimbos next to me and accept them for their self-imposed "Coolness", Contrary to popular belief they're not making music to MAKE MUSIC...they are simply trying to be accepted and seem cool...to get chicks...and get laid, get over yourself dude you're just another wannabe hipster in just ANOTHER DUMB HOLLYWOOD ROCK BAND thats NEVER GOING ANYWHERE accept maybe to bed with some dumb silverlake scene whore, Currently listening to:, Dr. Feelgood(mid70s UK pubrock), Billy Childish, thee headcoatees, Screamin' Lord Sutch, The Nazz, The Easybeats, The Yardbirds, Count Five, The Smoke, The Sonics, Vanilla Fudge, The Shocking Blue, X-Ray Spex, The Quick('77), The Undertones, Thee Katatonix, The Pagans, Le Shok, The Saints, Sham 69, Sparks, Gary Numan, Alice and the Bags, Dead Boys, The Stooges, Cockney Rejects, Jim Carrol Band, Cramps, The Jam, Guitar Wolf, MAD 3, Throbbing Gristle, Coil, Deathride 69, Chameleons, Klaus Nomi, Japanese Rockabilly, German Opera, But I have a secret passion for East Indian Classical Sitar music, Pipe Organ, Harp, and classical Piano.
Favorite Books Some authors I would recommend:, Burroughs, Michael Musto, H. Chinaski, A.Bandini/Fante, J.Carroll, Eric Bogosian, Fran Liebowitz, Poe, Grimm, J.D.Salinger, Tom Wolfe, Dick Gregory, Lenny Bruce, Viktor Bokris, Bret Easton Ellis, S.E.Hinton, Alduous Huxley, Paroles by Prevert, John Cooper Clarke, Stephen Cosgrove(Serendipity Books), Shel Silverstein, Maurice Sendak, I could go on and list a bunch of pretentious european and classic authors like everybody else on here that wants to come off as educated and well read, but I don't give a fuck about catering to what I want people to believe I'm into., Besides...I've already read everything that I deem as noteworthy. FAVOURITE NARRATORS: Vincent Price, Ed Wynn and Sterling Holloway.

Your people want to make a statue in your honor. What will it be made out of and what victory will it commemorate?

MY People? I'm not insecure in any way where I would need any followers or admirers kissing my ass. In time people will realize the absence of the truth that they seek, and thus curtail their obsessions with false idols. Our mission is not without meaning.