s.M.E
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| Gender | Female |
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| Occupation | Work at a cinema part time :) |
| Location | Portsmouth, Hampshire. |
| Introduction | I’ve suffered with Bipolar since the age of 8 and younger. I have no happy memories, not one. My childhood was spent moving around care homes, looking after myself. When I was adopted I constantly felt out of place, like I didn't belong anywhere. If I had friends I was jealous of the life they had that I'd lie to show them how amazing my life was. When I was that young I could see I was different. I wanted to be special in some way so I'd make up elaborate stories to fit in. I was aware of my 'fat' body before I even knew food was an enemy. I first tried to kill myself at 11 and I'm still here. Just holding on. I don’t get on with my parents. I see they care but suffocate me. I'm not allowed out. They treat me like a child. They are old fashioned. I never talk to them. They never talk to me. I wish I could’ve had someone to pick me up when I was down, go to when I was upset. But there's always someone worse off, and what hasn't killed me has only made me stronger right? Just smile and you can get through another day. I think my eating disorder was just a manifestation of all this. I went on my first diet when I was 11, started throwing up when I was 13, got anorexia at 14. |
| Interests | Classical music, Singing, Piano, Guitar, Art, Sleeping, Exercising, Fasting. |
| Favorite movies | Despicable me, Pretty Woman, Inception, Toy Story, How to train your dragon, Dirty Dancing, Armageddon. |
| Favorite music | Kings of Leon, Kate Nash, Eminem, Mumford and Sons, Allie Moss, Wallis Bird, A Fine Frenzy. |
| Favorite books | Wintergirls, Wasted. |
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