Disaster girl

My blogs

Gender	Female
Introduction	hmm..well..I'm what many would consider fairly successful. I have a 'respectful' & secure job/career, I have my own home (its not much, but its mine), I have food on the table & usually have a couple of bucks in my pocket, I live in a 'free' country & I get to do what I want most of the time. Sometimes I imagine walking into a hospital to check myself into the psych ward. Sometimes I don't know if I can handle it. Sometimes I feel truly alone. I am almost 30, & have battled depression, anxiety & negative influences for my entire life. It's time to put it down on world wide paper & figure it all out (the therapist I tried to book hasn't called me back, so I have to do something, right?)
Interests	Meditation, exploring my spirituality, thinking random thoughts, buzzing about, being ill, trying not to be ill, trying to identify with & trust people, imagine what life could be like..

You can punch a hole in an apple using a straw. How do you think that makes your milkshake feel?

Relieved that I'm not punching a hole in it instead.