Jennie "I Will Survive"

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About me

Gender Female
Industry Government
Occupation Retired
Location Westchester, NY, United States
Introduction I will forever be a warrior. I am a survivor of domestic abuse: verbal, emotional, psychological, and physical abuse. I have endured many years of abuse. The last relationship was with a physician with a narcissistic personality, a "former addict”, and an alcoholic. He acknowledges the narcissistic part of his behavior depending on his daily rage bar, and drinking part of the day. Like most victims, while I saw the warning signs early on, I was naïve and thought the incidents “shall” pass and things will get better “again”. It’s been a couple of years since we separated, the worst part is either reliving the things he said and did, or the thoughts, emotions and feelings that come out of my subconscious and I feel fear. I try not to think about it much but it's like TV show reruns. Sometimes the pain is unbearable. It is a constant fight and struggle to deny the angry feeling as to why? I have been working hard in learning different methods to help ease the pain from meditation, yoga, positive thinking and being around positive people, they all have help me a lot! I am extremely grateful to all of those who have been placing positive mustard seeds.
Interests Dancing, Photographs, Scrapbooking, Crafts, Bike Riding, Nature and lately creating a herbal garden and making home remedy teas.
Favorite Movies Pretty Woman, The Sound of Music, The Titans Favorite Shows: Criminal Minds, Covert Affairs, NCIS, White Collar, Suits, Necessary Roughness, Cold Case
Favorite Music Salsa, bolero, cristiana, disco, jazz and hustle! A real variety of rhythms and lyrics…. Doing some Zumba, a lot harder than I thought!
Favorite Books OMG too many!