bipolarised
My blogs
| Industry | Education |
|---|---|
| Occupation | Trying To Keep Myself Alive is a Full Time Job |
| Location | Somewhere, Texas, United States |
| Introduction | Hmmmmmm I'm severely BiPolar I, hypomanic, mood disorder, let's see oh and schizoaffective let me explain it fits into the category of BiPolar I, with pschotic episodes and other symptoms it's when someone is extremely hypomanic: Auditory hallucinations, paranoia, bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking with significant social and occupational dysfunction are typical. The division into depressive and bipolar types is based on whether the individual has ever had a manic, hypomanic or mixed episode. Yes it's lovely and it's difficult to treat so they would rather lock you up in a looney bin then to let you cycle out of the trigger and most men can't handle it so it's better to just be single or just kill yourself. Oh or electric shock. At this point the memory loss wouldn't hurt me it might actually help me to move on from some of the recent trauma. |
| Interests | My children, myself, animals, cats, dogs, birds, humans, things that are red, antique cake plates, cooking, baking, getting lost, I love shot gun shooting, trap, sporting clays, I would never hurt an animal, I love nature, I love to explore, I love winter, I hate summer, I'm interested in people, I'm hypomanic so my mood changes within seconds, I'm very interested in many things, I love history and literature and I would give my life for music and for my chidren and for them to love me again. |
| Favorite movies | There's really too many to list Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Pride and Prejudice, Atonement, Inside Man, Inside Job, Waiting for SuperMan, X-Men series, Thor, IronMan, Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, Melancholia, The Other Earth, |
| Favorite music | I live for music it's my therapy and my life, there's too many to list them all: Radiohead, Regina Spektor, Florence and the Machine, Adele, Pinback, Arcade Fire, Frou Frou, Garbage, Edddie Vedder, Phoenix, Iron and Wine, Broken Social Scene, Wye Oak, William Fitzsimmons, Adele, Robert Plant, Robbie Robertson, Pink Floyd, Mozart, Handel, Tchaicovsky, Beethoven, Broken Social Scene, |
| Favorite books | Ariel, The People Look Like Flowers At Last, Ham on Rye, Cather in The Rye, Women, Art of War, Mrs. Dalloway, Swan Song, The Hobbit, The Stand, The Talisman, Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee, |