Cindy Podhorsky
My blogs
| Location | St. Charles, MO, United States |
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| Introduction | I am a 62 year old female, mostly retired from the outside workforce but I have always been a homemaker. I am 'other oriented' and my top priority is my interpersonal relationships, though I am 'self directed' and tend to keep my own counsel. I don't want to be defined by my most recent medical diagnosis (i.e. Stage 4 Breast Cancer with mets to my bones), because I don't believe my general ideologies have changed significantly because of it. Yet my life style, at least at some point, may necessitate alterations. I don't feel any one of us 'really knows what time it is', in relation to when our last breaths will be taken. But I can't seem to ignore the particular statistics given to my disease, though I attempt to deny them. So perhaps who I am, is a woman in denial. I try to discount all that is negative, though I can't help but know that we are all afflicted by it. I try to thank God everyday for all that is good and beautiful for we are blessed to have been surrounded by that also. I ask forgiveness for whenever I have not sought and tried to help preserve that, that is beautiful and good. |