Jeremiah

About me

Gender Male
Location United Kingdom
Introduction I am mentally ill. I don't think I have always been, though it's hard for me to be sure as my memory (long term and short term) is abysmal. I can't always place things in context and can rarely see, let alone explain, the chain of causality that brought me to a particular point. I am a solitary misanthrope who prefer animals to humans. I have a lot of anger. Mostly suppressed but occasionally it erupts, and I punch and headbutt walls and doors. I bang my head when stressed and I suffer with road rage. I crave physical contact sometimes, but I can't handle the emotional demands that usually accompany it. I've never paid for sex, but it seems a sensible arrangement. In fact, I'm celibate now, for the last 20 years or so, so I don't usually have to worry about it. My life is still very closely tangled with my wife's. I love her and hate her. She loves me and hates me. Our getting together was a mistake - we both know that now - but we've ruined each other's lives over the past 30 years, and we just have to live with it. She has her own issues - childhood abuse, trauma, eating disorder, hoarding, PTSD - and I just can't help her with any of it.
Interests Life, Death, Reality, Mental Health, Psychology, Religion, Depression, Psychopaths, Serial Killers, Borderline Personality Disorder, Aspergers Syndrome, read the fucking blog! (RTFB)
Favorite Movies Naked, Groundhog Day, Leon, My Cousin Vinny, Back To The Future, Galaxy Quest, Primer, Memento, RTFB
Favorite Music 1950's, 1960's, 1970's, not much after 1980 tbh, Therapy?, White Buffalo, Seasick Steve, RTFB
Favorite Books William Horwood, Enid Blyton, Frank Richards, RTFB