Jeremiah
Gender | Male |
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Location | United Kingdom |
Introduction | I am mentally ill. I don't think I have always been, though it's hard for me to be sure as my memory (long term and short term) is abysmal. I can't always place things in context and can rarely see, let alone explain, the chain of causality that brought me to a particular point. I am a solitary misanthrope who prefer animals to humans. I have a lot of anger. Mostly suppressed but occasionally it erupts, and I punch and headbutt walls and doors. I bang my head when stressed and I suffer with road rage. I crave physical contact sometimes, but I can't handle the emotional demands that usually accompany it. I've never paid for sex, but it seems a sensible arrangement. In fact, I'm celibate now, for the last 20 years or so, so I don't usually have to worry about it. My life is still very closely tangled with my wife's. I love her and hate her. She loves me and hates me. Our getting together was a mistake - we both know that now - but we've ruined each other's lives over the past 30 years, and we just have to live with it. She has her own issues - childhood abuse, trauma, eating disorder, hoarding, PTSD - and I just can't help her with any of it. |
Interests | Life, Death, Reality, Mental Health, Psychology, Religion, Depression, Psychopaths, Serial Killers, Borderline Personality Disorder, Aspergers Syndrome, read the fucking blog! (RTFB) |
Favorite Movies | Naked, Groundhog Day, Leon, My Cousin Vinny, Back To The Future, Galaxy Quest, Primer, Memento, RTFB |
Favorite Music | 1950's, 1960's, 1970's, not much after 1980 tbh, Therapy?, White Buffalo, Seasick Steve, RTFB |
Favorite Books | William Horwood, Enid Blyton, Frank Richards, RTFB |