Brian Eric
My blogs
| Gender | Male |
|---|---|
| Occupation | Sales, IT Recruitment |
| Location | New York, NY |
| Introduction | If there's one thing I would like to say first off, it's that you're not alone. I've written well over 1000 suicide notes in my life, I'm 36 now, I've written them since I was 10. I came from an abusive household, my mother is a sadistic bitch. I have 3 brothers who are all fucked up but can't seem to admit it to themselves. It's been bad, it's been worse, I've had all sorts of addictions, and I'm still alive despite 2 strong efforts not to be. For those who say if you really wanted to die you'd be dead, I suggest you try it. The worst part of suicide is the fact that you're leaving people behind. You don't want them to suffer more than they have to. That's the ONLY reason I'm alive today. Thank God. If you're bipolar, you've thought of taking the way out and I'm glad you're here to read this and to comment. |
| Interests | My wife and family, doing everything I can to keep them from being the victims of my problems. |
| Favorite movies | After that introduction? Wow, fav movies. I like Happy Gilmore, Rocky I, II, and IV, I like V but not as a favorite and think Rocky Balboa was one of the best of all. Natural Born Killers, Finding Nemo, Slap Shot and finally, Happy Gilmore again. |
| Favorite music | Loved Rap until "The Black Album" now it sucks... Ludacris was my last favorite. I like older rock (anything past Dookie is dookie) and nowadays I like the XM channels from the 90's, pop 2k, and some of the rock channels. |
| Favorite books | Every Vince Flynn Novel (RIP) and too many others to possibly count. |