Lucinda
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| Gender | Female |
|---|---|
| Industry | Student |
| Occupation | Studying |
| Location | WIsh I wasn't in, NJ, United States |
| Links | Audio Clip |
| Introduction | My arm feels a weird ache and I think back. Back to the bathroom and the needle and the simple formula. I miss it. I feel it in my face and my brain and my heart feels like someone's stomping on it, like you've ripped it out and shoved it back in at the wrong angle. And all I can feel is want. No emotion seems to rest in me besides need and desire and that feeling of emptiness. The future seems empty. Without that feeling to push me forward. On towards Tuesday, and Friday, and Sunday, towards the day when I will feel this on my own. . . . Maybe one day, I'll finally be able to wriggle out on to the asphalt, turning around and stand up, to limp home and hang my damp clothes in the bathroom. That bathroom that used to be my home away from home, but now it's just a bathroom and a memory. You can still see the specks of blood on the light fixture if you look up there, I couldn't clean them all off. I wouldn't want them to go though, I need to know that it wasn't a dream. Not something I cooked up in a teenager's head for some poor excuse for attention. Teenage angst crushed into a vein, and splattered up on the walls. - Posted on 10/4/2009 |
| Interests | Bass, guitar, poetry, music, philosophy, drawing comics, drugs, making patches/stencils, PUNK, procrastinating |
| Favorite movies | SLC Punk, The Edukators, Dazed and Confused, Trainspotting, Fight Club, American History X, American Hardcore, Empire Records |
| Favorite music | PUNK, Fugazi, Minor Threat, Iggy Pop, The Stooges, Zero Boys, Gang Green, Television, MC5, Richard Hell and the Voidoids, Gorilla Biscuits, The Replacements, FEAR, The Velvet Underground, Black Flag, Misfits, George Thorogood and the Destroyers, The Exploited, Stiff Little Fingers, Green Day, Everclear, The Fratellis, X, Subhumans, World War IX, Black Out Shoppers, LoaFass, All Parallels, Post-hardcore, Circle Jerks, Anti-Nowhere League, Cockney Rejects, The Dead Boys, Charge GBH, Minutemen, Necros, Ramones, The Restarts, Sex Pistols, Wire, 7 Seconds, Pavement, Dinosaur Jr, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rage Against the Machine |
| Favorite books | Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh, Hairstyles of the Damned by Joe Meno, Tales from the Geronimo by Scott Frank |
You've rented a sky-writer to propose to your significant other, but it's completely overcast. What will you do?
Hmm... with Mike? I would play him the song "Kiss Me Deadly" by Generation X... get down on my knee, and propose... or something romantic like that. Obviously. DUH.