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Bedknobs, Broomsticks, and Bipolar Disorder

About me

Location	Midwest, United States
Introduction	MY LIFE: I have a family that I neglect. I used to have hobbies that I loved but now I don't do them. I used to have a job but now I can't work. I need to lose weight, and recently joined a gym with my daughter. I hope it helps. Now I spend a lot of my time in Second Life™ searching for meaning in a world that is essentially meaningless. I gave up on Real Life, because I could make no sense of it. MY ILLNESS: Nervous breakdown, hospitalizations, ECT. You know, the usual. I may feel unique compared to everyone I know, but compared to other people with bipolar disorder, I'm just one more lost soul. My body is extremely resistant to treatment right now, and therapy isn't getting me anywhere either. Stuck in a black depression that just will not end. Flights of mania over top of it periodically, but the depression never leaves, and the mania manifests itself as paranoia, anger, and excessive spending. MY INTERESTS: Reading, gardening, cooking, photography, scrap booking, exploring and creating in the metaverse.

Location

Midwest, United States

Introduction

MY LIFE: I have a family that I neglect. I used to have hobbies that I loved but now I don't do them. I used to have a job but now I can't work. I need to lose weight, and recently joined a gym with my daughter. I hope it helps. Now I spend a lot of my time in Second Life™ searching for meaning in a world that is essentially meaningless. I gave up on Real Life, because I could make no sense of it. MY ILLNESS: Nervous breakdown, hospitalizations, ECT. You know, the usual. I may feel unique compared to everyone I know, but compared to other people with bipolar disorder, I'm just one more lost soul. My body is extremely resistant to treatment right now, and therapy isn't getting me anywhere either. Stuck in a black depression that just will not end. Flights of mania over top of it periodically, but the depression never leaves, and the mania manifests itself as paranoia, anger, and excessive spending. MY INTERESTS: Reading, gardening, cooking, photography, scrap booking, exploring and creating in the metaverse.