Trey

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About me

Gender Female
Industry Arts
Occupation being a mum , being singer songwriter with Kicked Dogs Love Song/ on the sick for being unable to cope
Location Brighton, United Kingdom
Introduction I am a 46 yr old woman living in Brighton uk. I am 'married' but live alone because I am a fuck up and need alot of space to just be a fuck up , and to write. I have an 8 yr old boy with aspergers who shines like the sun . Recently I have taken to just sitting there watching him sleep . He's so beautiful , and I feel a deep shame at the unworthiness of how Ive spent most of my life , chasing after worthless things , ghosts, illusions , and suddenly i woke up middle aged , wanting life more than anything , to be able to see my son grow , be there for him . Just to be . I cant cope with much socialising etc but I do alot of climate change work , mainly I find ways to encourage people to take on the realities of climate change , so they feel more empowered to act in whatever way . I have a band Kicked dogs Love Song and Im writing a book , three yrs so far , reckon two to go .
Interests writing, Buddhism / the nature of reality, film, redemption
Favorite Movies I have a thing for Terence Mallick, esp The Tree of Life and To the wonder and I watch them both alot . The last picture show is my favourite film though .
Favorite Music John Murry ofcourse, also Jim White, Townes Van Zandt . Live, I like stuff I wldnt neccessarily listen to at home, i like very fucking loud electric guitar, esp the Sadies, Richmond fontaine. I love Johnny Dowd. i like classical music, sad stuff like Chopin Nocturnes .
Favorite Books Precious Bane by Mary Webb, Housekeeping by Marilyne Robinson, Her Husband : Hughes and Plath a marriage. Just discovered Anne Sexton