About me

Gender	Female
Location	Valley Park, Missouri, United States
Introduction	I'm a mess. Or I should say, I've been a mess all my life in varying degrees. I was rooted in disfunctional & honestly, it's almost impossible to extract that behavior pattern from your life. I turned 50 last year & decided, Enough! Be fucked up, but at least be honest about it. Being honest was what my problem has been from day one in my humble (but honest) opinion. I'm a hard working individual that wants to please everyone, but can't seem to please myself at the same time. Finding someone to tolerate my "crazy" has been impossible until recently when I reopened a relationship with the man I'm married to now. He's the Only person that knows "everything" about me & still loves Me. So I should be, finally, satisfied...but I can't seem to get comfortable with a great life. The purpose of this blog is to journal the why, when, what, wherever and how I came to be Me. This blog promises to be brutally honest so I can continue to fulfill the one word that I put on my bucket list when I turned 50. HONESTY to myself.
Interests	I'm interest in everything, although I'm currently occupied with the following: Gardening, quilting, remodeling our house, fly fishing, fly tying, hiking, camping, nature observation, chip carving, reading, conversations with my husband
Favorite movies	I love so many movies I can't begin to make a list right now. What I can put on this list is that I won't watch any movie or television program that has elements of cruelty, horror, violence or suspense which may incorporate any of the previous adjectives.
Favorite music	I love music, all of the genres. Turn it on, turn it up and Dance and Sing
Favorite books	I love to read so this list may compile itself as I go along. Currently the list would be extensive so I'll document old favorites and new ones in the future. I currently love the "Twilight" series, (go ahead and moan) the Girl with the Dragon Tatoo series, Sookie Sackhouse series and a couple others that I cant seem to recall because of my advancing old timers...