ananias
My blogs
Gender | Male |
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Industry | Technology |
Occupation | Investor |
Location | Avalon, CA, United States |
Introduction | 1.9% spiritual 80% earthling 18% human 0.1% American A little man inside of me, cries out to find the meaning of what I do, of what I feel, when life's not intervening. And when I try to rationalize the nature of existence this little man inside of me increases his resistance. I know not what he wants from me, or how he plans to get it, but when I set off towards a goal, he sets out for it's opposite. So strong is his effect on me, yet subtle is his function I never know if he will help or lead me to destruction. Thus I often wish that I were free to live life unencumbered, until I'm at my lowest point, when it's he who wakes from slumber. To rekindle thoughts I've dreamt about and spark my sense of being, just long enough to disengage whatever I was seeing. So it's clear to me I could not live without this man to count on. I simply wish there'd come a thought which both of us agree on! |
Interests | Figuring out how to build a web site that allows children to map their local economy. |
Favorite Movies | The Gods Must Be Crazy |
Favorite Music | Tom Lehrer |
Favorite Books | The Wheelwright's Shop |
Wouldn't a real god be capable of inspiring a scripture that simply could not be misinterpreted?