ananias

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About me

Gender Male
Industry Technology
Occupation Investor
Location Avalon, CA, United States
Introduction 1.9% spiritual
80% earthling
18% human
0.1% American

A little man inside of me,
cries out to find the meaning
of what I do, of what I feel,
when life's not intervening.

And when I try to rationalize
the nature of existence
this little man inside of me
increases his resistance.

I know not what he wants from me,
or how he plans to get it,
but when I set off towards a goal,
he sets out for it's opposite.

So strong is his effect on me,
yet subtle is his function
I never know if he will help
or lead me to destruction.

Thus I often wish that I were free
to live life unencumbered,
until I'm at my lowest point,
when it's he who wakes from slumber.

To rekindle thoughts I've dreamt about
and spark my sense of being,
just long enough to disengage
whatever I was seeing.

So it's clear to me I could not live
without this man to count on.
I simply wish there'd come a thought
which both of us agree on!
Interests Figuring out how to build a web site that allows children to map their local economy.
Favorite Movies The Gods Must Be Crazy
Favorite Music Tom Lehrer
Favorite Books The Wheelwright's Shop

Wouldn't a real god be capable of inspiring a scripture that simply could not be misinterpreted?