SUSAN
My blogs
| Gender | Female |
|---|---|
| Industry | Government |
| Location | San Francisco, California, United States |
| Introduction | I will never be satisfied, I have determined that I will never be satisfied. I cultivate thirst and longing, I dream wet dreams of never being full. It is yearning that I yearn for, desire that I desire. Too easy to get what you want and be satisfied, too easy to choose who, what and how you want to be; you already know who you are, it is who you are not that you wish to discover. The not yet achieved promises future rewards; once you have your goal, you have nothing to look forward to, no point in going on, nothing left but death or eternity, or find another goal to pursue. Who wants the present, who wants free gifts, who can walk forward without knowing where forward is? I am in love with the possibility, I can only become by not being, I choose to lose, I am my own hole in which all is lost so I may find it, it may spring forth like water I have never tasted. But always I must forget so that I may see fresh, I must believe I am not well, I am not whole, I am only the seeker longing to find the way to the spring, wandering through the desert with the map forgotten in my back pocket... -© 2000–2004 James Harbeck |
| Interests | Travel & Photography / People & Culture / Food & Wine / Beauty & Fashion / Current Events & Politics / Music / Movies / Cooking / Dancing / Bodysurfing / Beach / Learning Spanish / Shopping / Writing / Collecting ( Airmiles; Stamps; Art; Jewelry; BFs; etc) / Philosophy & Humor / Scrapbooking / Planting / Knitting |
If you were a cannibal, what would you wear to dinner?
Lots of latex, rubber, leather & vinyl! I hear blood stain on fabric is difficult to remove.