BMelonsLemonade
My blogs
- Hashish Dreams and Heroin Nightmares
- Coming Back from the Darkness
- Cognizance of Addiction and Recovery
Gender | Female |
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Location | Charlotte, NC, United States |
Introduction | I am a rock and roll wild child who has become a mother. I lived many years caught up in a cycle of addiction and diesease. I lived through Hurricane Katrina, absorbed in my own web of withdrawl. I do not know how I made it this far, many times I should have died. I lost everything through my addiction...my home, my husband, the support of my family, my dignity and pride, my morals...I could go on and on. I have been sober now for four years. I am slowly making my way in this new and foreign world of the living. I am working to regain so much that I lost, although much of it is still unsalvagable. I am back in school, and working furiously to get all these momories down before they become so foreign to me that they fade away. I consider my work to be fiction. It is my story, as I remember it. Many times I was too foggy to really know what happened, so I cannot be trusted to tell the facts. Sometimes I was too fucked up to know what happened, and my mind just made it up. |
Interests | Music, reading, writing, being a mom |
Favorite Movies | Requiem For a Dream, The Fountain, Trainspotting |
Favorite Music | Lil Wayne, Nirvana, Social Distortion, Them Crooked Vultures, White Stipes, The Dead Weather, Norah Jones...anything that rocks, or speaks to me. |
Favorite Books | Shantarum, William S. Burroughs, Irvin Welsh...anything that is dark...anything that is true |