whatthef*ck
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Introduction | Five years ago, I gave birth to a healthy, beautiful baby boy and he is alive and well today. Two years later, I saw my first dead baby on an ultrasound. Shortly after I got pregnant again and, despite a blood clot that caused me to bleed for 10 weeks, I had a baby girl in June 2004. I got pregnant with our third child in July 2005. In December 2005 I had no choice but to deliver my baby girl at 23 weeks, knowing that she would die immediately. I found the courage to try again and in April 2006 got pregnant again. In July 2006, I delivered my 10 1/2 week old baby boy into the palm of my hand. Now in March 2007, I am 26 weeks pregnant. I am trying again to have a baby that lives. Because every good drama needs one: here's the twist. My husband and I are currently donating his sperm to our dear friends, a lesbian couple who want a known donor for their second child. Holy leap of faith. |
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Favorite movies | garden state, lost in translation, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, life is beautiful, the piano, terms of endearment I love those light-hearted movies! |
Favorite music | norah jones, coldplay, diana krall, eva cassidy I'm HOPELESS when it comes to music |
Favorite books | the corrections, the amazing adventures of kavalier & clay, the kite runner, the poisonwood bible, the god of small things, a prayer for owen meany, the life of pi, middlesex, the cider house rules, the pillars of the earth, operating instructions: a diary of my son's first year, even cowgirls get the blues |