Patrick O'Ryan (P3)

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Gender	Male
Occupation	On Disability for Mental Illness
Location	Daytona Beach, Florida, United States
Introduction	I am a ten year veteran of the U.S. Army, having served eight years overseas in Europe, and serving in Desert Storm. In December 2006 I was hospitalized for a sleeping pill overdose. I was to be diagnosed with a slew of illnesses: Borderline Personality Disorder. Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Depression. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Bipolar Disorder. I attended suicide multiple times; resulting in five psychiatric hospitalizations. In the pre-Recession years, I lost my income due to these hospitalizations, I lost my house to foreclosure, I lost my truck to repossession. I have been accused of attempting to kill my wife. I'm not sure if she believes it or not. I have been in jail for biting a nurse, a male nurse in the psychiatric hospital. My life. I'm not sure if I have a life any more. I fear the DEMON within me will come out and I won't be able to control it. I contemplate suicide as a form of self-defense against the DEMON coming out and killing anyone.
Interests	Hiking, Camping, Bicycling, Kayaking
Favorite Books	The Holy Bible, published by The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, (c) 1979.