The scared Mom

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Occupation	Mother
Location	Anywhere USA, The Depth of Fear, United States
Introduction	I am a single Mother of 2 girls, trying to get through life always being scared. I am a recovering heroin addict with 13 1/2 years of being clean. I have now become addicted to a prescription medication and need to wean myself off of it as I am disappointed in myself and scared that I have let myself become dependent on something again. I am constantly unsure of what decision to make, as I don't always make the best decisions, and if I screw this up....well, its my children's life that will forever be affected. I need to do this not just for them, but myself as well because for the first time in my life, I KNOW I deserve to stop punishing myself for past, and present mistakes. No one is going to hand it to me on a silver platter...it is something I am going to have to work very hard to accomplish. I am going to document my progress so that I have to hold myself accountable, and I know there are people out there that can relate to what I am going through. Hopefully this can help someone else as I lead myself to the road of recovery....again.