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Delle

Elmwood Farm

About me

Location	United States
Introduction	Have you ever sat in front of an object and watch it shrink right in front of you? For me it was the television as a child; I thought it was cool and thought everyone experienced it. I did not realize it was a syndrome I was experiencing. I was depressed at an early age and it went unnoticed by my family...my first suicide attempt was age 11 and my family had no clue that I had even done anything. Was this a cry for attention even then? As I told a dear friend recently, it is not for attention, it is an attempt to get all the pain welled up inside out...This is a difficult journey as we have noise in our heads constantly; but the journey is also difficult for our mates. I thank God for mine...

Location

United States

Introduction

Have you ever sat in front of an object and watch it shrink right in front of you? For me it was the television as a child; I thought it was cool and thought everyone experienced it. I did not realize it was a syndrome I was experiencing. I was depressed at an early age and it went unnoticed by my family...my first suicide attempt was age 11 and my family had no clue that I had even done anything. Was this a cry for attention even then? As I told a dear friend recently, it is not for attention, it is an attempt to get all the pain welled up inside out...This is a difficult journey as we have noise in our heads constantly; but the journey is also difficult for our mates. I thank God for mine...