Forever Under Water

My blogs

Gender	Female
Location	A small town in the midwest
Introduction	Frankly, I'm not all the way in reality. I am too far stuck in my own world that it is difficult for me to function in a normal fashion. I am obsessed with my fish, I go by Pagan beliefs, and when I am having a bad day, I have a place to go to in my head. I am on tentative diagnoses for bipolar disorder with psychotic symptoms, shizoaffective disorder, and schizophrenia. My body refuses to be healthy. I feel as though I am mentally retarded, but no one will tell me that I am. The household I grew up in has been in a difficult state for as long as I can remember. I have plenty in common with those who do poorly in life, but I always remind myself that people in worse situations have done better than me. I will not quit. I am a college student who is studying mathematics and is enrolled in the education program of my school. I have a job as a cashier at a major retail store.
Favorite Music	Hard rock, metal. Top four include Iron Maiden, Godsmack, Jimi Hendrix, Metallica.
Favorite Books	Anything by Carson McCullers