idleperfection

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Gender Female
Location United Kingdom
Introduction i am 19 years old, and live in england! i often need to get stuff out of my head in order to stop myself from going insane! i am no stranger to the world of mental health problems but hold no shame in that reason! i am a self harmer, bulimic and suffer from depression and anxiety and slight OCD! i am quirky and unusual! i love my art, my writing and my reading! i love to waste hours away watching great films! i am who i am and there is no changing that! right now i'm trying to discover what i am in life! i know who i am i just dont know where i fit in yet! i like to think of myself as an intellectual, understanding and flawed individual! i have seen a lot in my few years of life and have experienced more then many my age! somedays i feel like i have missed years off my life in illness! i have no memory of gaps lasting months and have still not found my feet entirley! but with determination i will reach my goals! i will strive for everything! thats is the kind of person i am! i wade through the shit thinking i cant make it but even still i force myself foreward blindly rather than stay in the same place!
Interests dancing (from ballet to jazz), drawing/ art (currently studying), english both lang/ and lit (previous studies and current activity - currently residing as a lazy poet with the odd open mic night! tryin to get back on the scene!), gym!, sci-fi, reading, computer graphics (wannabe adobe wizzkid!), singing (mostly in the shower or the car), music (biiiig music fan), film (also previous area of study and passion of mine!)
Favorite Movies american beauty, bonnie and clyde, chicago, chocolat, a clockwork orange, donnie darko, edward scissorhands, the green mile, hannibal, inglorious basterds, interview with a vampire, jackie brown, little miss sunshine, silence of the lambs, nosferatu, the orphanage, pans labyrinth, pyscho, sleepy hollow, sweeney todd, taxi driver, whats eating gilbert grape
Favorite Music alice cooper, all that remains, andy C, aphex twin, aphrodite, atmosphere, backyard babies, bananarama, basement jaxx, billy talent, blood on the dancefloor, bonnie tylor, bring me the horizon, bullets and octane, chase and status, clutch, corrosion of conformity, cradle og filth, cypress hill, daft punk, a day to remeber, dead prez, dethklo (lol), disturbed, dizzee rascal, DJ fresh, DJ shadow, down, eagles of death metal, electric eel shock, eminem, erykah badu, evanescence, faithless, fat freddys drop, feeder, five finger death punch, flobots, ganja Kru, hadouken, high contrast, him, hollywodd undead, i set my friends on fire, indian ropeman, ingested, jeffree star, juliette and the licks, jurrasic 5, justice, kanye west, killswitch engage, lady gaga, lamb of god, linkin park (old stuff), ludwig van beethoven, lunar, marilyn manson, metallica, mindless self indulgence, moby, motorhead, muse, the music, N.E.R.D, necro, no doubt, the noisettes, noisia, oceano, offspring, pantera, parkway drive, pendulum, pig destroyer, pink, placebo, plumb, prodigy, queen, queen adreena, queens of the stone age, rage against the machine, rammstein, the rasmus, rihanna, rob zombie, roni size, scissor sisters, serj tankien, sia, slayer, slipknot, soil, spor, stacie orico, still remains, stone sour, sub focus, the subways, suicide silence, superchick, system of a down, technical itch, white zombie, wolfmother, zoe girl