B; The broken
| Gender | Male |
|---|---|
| Industry | Education |
| Occupation | I'm big in oil. |
| Location | San Diego, California, United States |
| Introduction | I've recently cheated on my wife. She's been saying for years that looking at porn was just like cheating..(similar to Jesus' saying that lusting for a woman in your heart is as physically touching her).The thing is that the porn became a salve that I applied anytime life was overwhelming or I was feeling stressed/ anxious/ not good enough etc.... so of course the porn progressed. I had to find more and more extreme porn. It was the only way to get the "hit" of excitement that you get from engaging in lust. Then I worked away for 5 months last year and ended up having a month long affair.I explained very clearly that I was NEVER going to leave my wife, but the mistress had her self believing other wise. It felt real but it wasn't. I just wanted that feeling so I created it. I said what was necessary to foster the illusion, for my personal "hit". Wife finds out of course. Now, she's slowly leaving me. She has to do it slowly because she's still in school (PhD)and she can't afford to support herself yet. So, she's trying to be polite as she edges out. I'm begging her to stop and give me ONE more chance. It's not looking good. |
| Interests | Saving my marriage. |
| Favorite movies | The new Batman series. |
| Favorite music | Foster the People, LaRoux, |
| Favorite books | The four hour work week, The millionaire next door, The millionaire's fastlane, Dave Ramsey's Debt Snowball, a couple others that are similar. |
Aren't papier mache cuts the worst?
I would endure thousands in order to get my wife back.