Gender	Female
Industry	Student
Occupation	Psychology Student
Location	Windsor, Ontario, Canada
Introduction	I'm the girl people look at and think that because I smile pretty all the time it means that I am happy. Smiles can be faked. Words can be lies. And actions don't equal worth or identity. People think they know me, who I should be, and who I'm not. But they really don't at all. Nobody knows me, the real me. I don't even think I do. They don't know about the girls in my head telling me to do horrible things, to gain unattainable rewards. I sold my soul to them for eternal beauty and perfection 9 years ago, but haven't received their side of the deal. I don' think I ever will. I'm a bunch of disorders, bundled up in one crazy mess. I'm messed up to the point where I sometimes think I can't be fixed. And sometimes I don't want to be fixed. Unless it's a fix. Of dope that is. My life is currently on a journey to recovery, self-discovery, and trying to sort my mess of a life out. I've been sober and on methadone since August 14th, 2014.
Interests	Working out, writing, reading, dancing, sex, drugs, (and you guessed it!) rock and roll psychology, addiction, bulimia, eating disorders, mental health awareness, WFS, blogging, horseback riding, and talking long walks with my dog.
Favorite movies	The Lion King, UP!, Hercules, Limitless, any Disney movies.
Favorite music	Mariana's Trench, The Maine, Space is for Stars, any indie alternative stuff, 50 and 60's rock, The Beatles, Nikki Sixx, Lady Gaga, Motley Crue, Down With Webster, City and Colour, Avenged Sevenfold,Gucci Mane, Lil Wayne, Drake, Juicy J, Nicki Minaj, etc.
Favorite books	The Catcher in the Rye! Tweak, Beautiful Boy, Crank, Glass, Smoke, Tilt, Burned, Tricks, Fallout, Original Sinner's Series, and any other books really, reading and writing is my LIFE.

If you could peer far enough into the night sky, you'd see a star in any direction you looked. When would you sleep?

Never. Insomnia's a bitch.