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Gender	Female
Industry	Telecommunications
Occupation	technical care specialist
Introduction	After a rough upbringing of poverty, neglect, and abuse, I struggled to cope. I attempted suicide multiple times from age 14-22 and was hospitalized twice in Fall 2007. I have been diagnosed with many things, most notably mathematics disorder and borderline personality disorder in Summer 2008, as well as bipolar II in September 2011. I once took multiple heavy psychiatric medications, including Lithium, Risperdal, and Abilify. After over a year of med free stability, I am once again under the aid of daily Seroquel XR. I have a part time job I enjoy and with much daily struggle and a positive attitude, I am able to control my symptoms. Only people who are extremely close to me know that I am ill. I have struggled terribly with my weight. I am 5'6", 365 pounds. I ate my way there. I have hereby set a goal to reach my ideal weight (120) by December 24, 2013. Averages out to a little more than 2 pounds a week. ?/245 pounds lost so far.
Interests	reading, thinking, watching movies
Favorite movies	The Land Before Time, Defending Your Life, Bicentennial Man, What Dreams May Come
Favorite music	Radiohead, Pharoahe Monch, Regina Spektor
Favorite books	Infinite Jest, The Dark Tower series, Ender's Game

When your science teacher smashed a frozen rose with a hammer, did you warm the petals to bring them back to life?

I am jealous of whoever has a science teacher who smashes roses with a hammer. ***heads to the freezer***