Benyamon
My blogs
| Gender | Male |
|---|---|
| Industry | Student |
| Occupation | Wanna be a writer |
| Location | Springfield, Mo, United States |
| Introduction | I'm very troubled and overwhelmed by life at this point and all i wish i could do is sit down and articulate and study... but school is insisting on brainwashing me and society insists on enslaving me... I want to blame myself for wronging within my actions and serve out punishments. But i can't help but look at god and blame him/her for the situation... But the way i actually see it, an existence of an Omnipotent God is wishful thinking. And after my death I will become a victim to the cycle again... I don't want to lose myself... I don't want to be exploited anymore... I don't want to feel injustice and scorn behind a cloud of deceit... I don't want to break down the structure of the world anymore... But i feel cheated. Cheated because i'm kept oblivious. And the cheaters and liars try to make you believe ignorance is bliss. So i wish that hand i feel on my life be either justified or killed. No, tortured. Repay the favor you know. |
| Interests | Music, Stars, Sunsets, arts, Fictions |
| Favorite movies | clockwork orange, Constantine, Swordfish, akira, the end of evangelion, Science of sleep, Natural born killers, Matrix, Number 23, All of which hold meanings in direct relation to my own life |
| Favorite music | she wants revenge, Daft punk, the police, paul oakenfold, deftones, radiohead, lcd soundsystem, postal service,and lots of stuff |
| Favorite books | Philosophies and sci-fi |