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Introduction	My girlfriend(s) have said to me I seem not to care, I seem shallow, emotionless, and heartless and the list continues. Since I was small ( I will credit the doctors on this) I find people to be nothing more than mere objects, more so, bags of meat (not literally) and I have thought this since I was younger. As a young child I was always 'good' more so because I enjoyed the praise, the way the other students would look at me when I got certain privileges that they didn’t, how teacher would let me off the hook because I was such a ‘good boy.’ It helped me build a mask or as some call it a “Mask Of Sanity” I realized that if I did certain things people would look past me and it helped me to build up this wall, whenever I tell people about this (especially women) their typical response it usually, “I don’t believe you you’re too sweet of a guy.” The therapy, doctors, teachers, my family (etc) have helped me to build up this wall. I typed so much I had to cut it short.

Introduction

My girlfriend(s) have said to me I seem not to care, I seem shallow, emotionless, and heartless and the list continues. Since I was small ( I will credit the doctors on this) I find people to be nothing more than mere objects, more so, bags of meat (not literally) and I have thought this since I was younger. As a young child I was always 'good' more so because I enjoyed the praise, the way the other students would look at me when I got certain privileges that they didn’t, how teacher would let me off the hook because I was such a ‘good boy.’ It helped me build a mask or as some call it a “Mask Of Sanity” I realized that if I did certain things people would look past me and it helped me to build up this wall, whenever I tell people about this (especially women) their typical response it usually, “I don’t believe you you’re too sweet of a guy.” The therapy, doctors, teachers, my family (etc) have helped me to build up this wall. I typed so much I had to cut it short.