Sookipixeldust

About me

Introduction I want it all. I want to be the slim 1950s housewife wearing high heels, with red nails and lipstick, holding a tray of cookies to her adoring children. But I also want to not have to live up to that expectation. I want to slob out if I want to, and ignore the housework because I want to read. In the past this contradiction didn’t matter, but now that we have a child I have to try harder. Here are the obstacles in my way: I have an ideal of how my home should be, but I'm basically lazy and I find housework boring. I'm overwhelmed by the effort it will take to achieve it, so I do nothing. I know I need to feed my family healthy food (and I love baking), but I find cooking meals every day dull. I'm trying to live frugally and not waste money, but I'm inherently extravagant and impulsive. I want to be a good mother and play imaginative games with my son, but sometimes I find it hard work. I don't want to just muddle along anymore; I want to feel like I'm actually on top of things. I want to achieve a better lifestyle with minimal effort.
Interests Reading, creative writing, films, vintage, 1950s, kitsch, classic cars, baking, frugal living, walks in the woods, country living
Favorite Movies Sound of Music, Wizard of Oz, Gone with the Wind, Doris Day, Douglas Sirk, The Haunting, Clueless, Twin Peaks, Philadelphia Story, Clueless
Favorite Music Smashing Pumpkins, Chet Baker, Doris Day, Ultra-lounge, Pixies, Neil Young, Dandy Warhols, Queens of the Stone Age, Led Zepplin
Favorite Books Sylvia Plath, Jane Austen, Shirley Jackson, Stephen King, Philip Pullman, Dan Simmons, Peter Straub, Angela Carter, Margaret Atwood, Bill Willingham, Ray Bradbury