The Exiled Contessa
Gender | Female |
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Industry | Education |
Location | California, United States |
Introduction | I spend much of my life in voluntary exile, moving about in the world, but never really feeling a part of it. I used to feel as if I was a ghost, an echo of a person. I could influence things and if I concentrated really hard, I could even move things - but no one really noticed me, missed me, or loved me. Today, I know that I matter. I matter because I am here, because I am alive, still blessed with this gift we call Life. I know that I matter because, no matter how deeply I crawl into my cave to avoid being bothered, I cannot get EVERYONE to leave me alone. ~laughs~ Additionally,(and this is sad, really) I know that I matter and that I have always mattered in the way that my life, my behavior, and even my own bitterness impacted my children. Had I not mattered, I wouldn't have impacted so deeply their lives and the lives of my ex-husband and so many others. And now...I must be about the business of eliminating bitterness from my own life and the lives of those I touch. I must be about the business of Being Love. |
Interests | Psychology, Philosophy, Vampire Lore, and sci-fi fantasy. |
Favorite Movies | My Chauffeur, Immortal Beloved, Matrix, Queen of the Damned, Blade, Blade Trinity, Phantom of the Opera |
Favorite Music | Nine Inch Nails, Industrial, Jazz, R&B, Contemporary Christian, Adult Alternative Rock, Classical... |
Favorite Books | Anne Rice novels - all of them, Viktor Frankl's Man's Search for Meaning, The Between Boyfriends Book |
You've got to make contact with the alien leader. How will you tell when the conversation is finished?
When I wake up and find myself naked, alone, and stranded in a corn field in the middle of nowhere.