The Exiled Contessa

About me

Gender Female
Industry Education
Location California, United States
Introduction I spend much of my life in voluntary exile, moving about in the world, but never really feeling a part of it. I used to feel as if I was a ghost, an echo of a person. I could influence things and if I concentrated really hard, I could even move things - but no one really noticed me, missed me, or loved me. Today, I know that I matter. I matter because I am here, because I am alive, still blessed with this gift we call Life. I know that I matter because, no matter how deeply I crawl into my cave to avoid being bothered, I cannot get EVERYONE to leave me alone. ~laughs~ Additionally,(and this is sad, really) I know that I matter and that I have always mattered in the way that my life, my behavior, and even my own bitterness impacted my children. Had I not mattered, I wouldn't have impacted so deeply their lives and the lives of my ex-husband and so many others. And now...I must be about the business of eliminating bitterness from my own life and the lives of those I touch. I must be about the business of Being Love.
Interests Psychology, Philosophy, Vampire Lore, and sci-fi fantasy.
Favorite Movies My Chauffeur, Immortal Beloved, Matrix, Queen of the Damned, Blade, Blade Trinity, Phantom of the Opera
Favorite Music Nine Inch Nails, Industrial, Jazz, R&B, Contemporary Christian, Adult Alternative Rock, Classical...
Favorite Books Anne Rice novels - all of them, Viktor Frankl's Man's Search for Meaning, The Between Boyfriends Book

You've got to make contact with the alien leader. How will you tell when the conversation is finished?

When I wake up and find myself naked, alone, and stranded in a corn field in the middle of nowhere.